On Sunday

I am in the coffee shop near my house. For my plan, I just want to study english. but in my mind feel so confusing. because last friday I attended a conference call with my coworkers. Some foreign employee was there. I felt so sad. because except me everyone understood the topic during meeting. I can not understand english so I can not focus on it. Sometimes I am consider about really Someday I can speak english. Still I am not sure if I can do it. In reality is harsh for me.

I am in the coffee shop near my house. My plan is just to study english but I was confused  because last Friday I attended a conference call with my coworkers. Some foreign employees were there. I felt so sad, because everyone understood the topic during meeting except me. I cannot understand english so I can not focus on it. Sometimes I consider myself as someone who can speak english. Still I am not sure if I can do it, reality is harsh.