controling the temper

most of the normal day I endured well. but I think the feeling must be piling up inside my heart or somewhere else. So when my condition is not good, it burst up so intense. I realize my feeling to start again after finishing situation. I regret and resent to do that at that moment. Since baby is so young it likely to happen toward to older one. I have already experience as feeling garbage basket of mother when I young. I don't want to be like her. I really want to control my temper.

most of the normal day I endured well. but I think the feeling must be filling up inside my heart or somewhere else. So, when my condition is bad it bursts up so intensely. I realize my feelings and restart after finishing the situation. I regret and resent doing those at that moment. Since the baby is so young it is likely to happen toward the older one. I have already experienced feeling garbage basket of mother when I was young. I don't want to be like her. I really want to control my temper.