I got messages from Chinese friends. They said that they met me in the dreams and dreamt that we hugged, cried with at each other. When I woke up saw that text messages, I was very touched deeply moved. I sensed that they really love me and still miss me. That text made me feel of still a that I'm still a valuable person. Actually last night I was very depressed. Whenever I prayed, I suddenly cried cry maybe because of some uncertain worries. I said what I open up what I truly feel and worries to God. I often cried naturally when I pray. I naturally cry whenever I pray. Nowadays, I’m suffering from some worries anxiety but there are no answers and uncertain. signs. Some of worries are not necessary but I still do.overthink about it. I can’t cut out. When I got text messages from my friends, I thought that was from God’s answer. He never forgot what I did for him before. He wants me to know that he still love me. He encouraged me through my friends. I couldn’t say some of the worries even to my families but I can say everything to God. He never blame about what I said and he can hear my pray anytime and anywhere. For me each prayer is a very precious. If you experienced response of prayer, you are more likely to pray to God. When I was back in China, I experienced many times of response of prayer. When I was in Korea, I know God is exists in Heaven but I was in China, I felt that God is next to me. Many years ago I heard one speakierng in our convention. As the speaker said that if after pray we still anxiety how should we do? He said pray again and again to keep on praying until we feel our inner peace. Only God can solve my our worries. I have to wait God’s response. God must let me know how should I do and answer my prayer at the most appropriate time.
