adoption

I don't plan to adopt a child seriously, but I'm considering it as one way about my future plan.
To be honest, I want to give birth to my child, but it is hard to raise kids in disturbing and dangerous society.
Also, I am not confident in raising kids while giving up all of my independent life.
l hope to do what I want to, but I am afraid I couldn't if I raise kids.
Someone would say I am egoistic and selfiah, I think that could be true.
Anyway, I can choose to adopt when I get retired.

I am not planning to adopt a child seriously, but I'm considering it as one way about my future plan.
To be honest, I want to give birth to my own child, but it is hard to raise kids in disturbing and dangerous society.
Also, I am not confident in raising kids while giving up all of my independent life.
l hope to do what I want to, but I am afraid I couldn't if I raised kids.
Someone would say I am egoistic and selfish, I think that could be true.
Anyway, I can choose to adopt when I get retired.