When I had worked in Korea, I had Monday sickness. During that time, my Chinese meeting was in the afternoon on Sunday. After meeting it was already past 6:30. It was getting dark outside. I can’t explain that feeling exactly. I felt something pressure on my chest B because next day is Monday. I felt the same thing when my vacation ends. I’ve changed very happy My mood brightens up under whatever the situation on every Friday. I hoped that I live without Monday sickness during that time. I thought that I always carry around something pressure with me for my whole my life. I really want to be free from everything. When I quited my job, I was happy because I didn’t have any burden on every Monday. When I was staying in China, I used to played badminton with my friends early in the morning every Monday. But I didn’t have feel any burden even though I had to wake up very early than before than I used to. Maybe Bbecause that is not wasn't a duty. If I couldn’t wake up on time, there won't be any no problems. I just enjoyed exercise with my friends. After few years I realized that I carry around another pressure with me. I think I’m not very positive person. I have a lot of worries and I overthink a lot thinking. Sometimes that worries keeps me awake from sleep at night. So I really envy people who are very positive and simple. They can help me to be positive and simple. Positive power mind can influence others. Sometimes I know that I don’t need to worry it because I don’t have any ways to solve it. But I couldn’t stop worrying. This is me. I just try need to accept the real me Aand just do pray. God knows everything and He can help me by tThe holy spirit. After each prayer I felt that my mind is become peaceful. Maybe that is gGod’s responses.HELPFUL EXPRESSION/S:
MONDAY BLUES - low-spirited, cool, annoyed, sad, unlucky mood of those workers, students, or employees who feel that a mundane, difficult, unexpected Weekday is arriving to force them into going back to work, killing their joys and annoying them.
