What I feel these days while I've been through many group works.

When I entered graduate school, I was shocked and surprised because of the many assignments and group works. It was exceeded than my thought and this made me desperate. I tried to do my best but I felt I had a lot of lack. So my self-confidence was going down. When I communicated with other multinational students and took part in many group works, sometimes I felt an idiot because I really hesitated to be a proactive person like other students. Every time, I realized my limitation and I was frustrated. I tried to comfort myself that I just moved to the Netherlands so that's why I couldn't do as like other students. But I knew it was just an excuse. To live a more challenging life, I left my family and my friends from Korea. Even it was my decision, I didn't know how much it gonna be hard for me. However, I never think about going back to Korea. When I left Korea, I have promised to myself when I have some troubles, don't think about giving up and just keep going. I kept thinking about my family when I was thinking of dark sight in the Netherlands. So I will never give up by myself. When it's been almost a month since the semester started and I've been through lots of bad feelings and frustration at the same time, I just realized that I grew up and became much stronger because of these hardships in the past. It was not vain efforts. Today, I finished one of my group projects. I got some compliments from the professor. I started to feel proud of myself. Now, I feel like I can go to the next step.

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